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  2. 9/17 7:04pm

    I miss you so much. I hate that you’re in the same country and I’m talking to you less than most days when you were in Afghanistan ! I can’t wait to pick you up from the airport. I can’t wait to feel you up against me and smell you again. Not like even sniff just smell your smell I know it’ll just be comforting to be around again. I can’t wait to look at you face to face and stare at you and kiss you so much. I just want to hug you and be in your arms. I love you so much and I miss you more and more every single day. Even now knowing you’re coming home, I want it so bad and I can barely keep my head on straight from the crazy anticipation ! I love you baby. Ahhhh come here !!

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  3. I’d love a little space like this to draw and paint

    I’d love a little space like this to draw and paint

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  5. 9/15 8:33am

    I miss you so much. I feel stuck just waiting for you to come home. It just keeps getting pushed back. Thinking you’d be home sometime next week was probably stupid but I did. Now it’s the week after and I’m so depressed. I’m trying to be positive and excited to keep sane but I can’t do it when you don’t give it back. I want to talk about love and stuff with you and being together and seeing each other for the first time and finding an apartment and shopping for things for it and spending time together. Maybe I’m more excited because I’ve never lived on my own. You have. I’m realizing that this is all my first time experiencing this and I guess I’m just building it up too much and rushing it. Idk. I’m trying to stay positive and it seems so hard. I love you so much baby. And maybe you’re right and I am driving myself crazy but it’s just because I love you and being with you is the greatest thing in my life and I’m just crazy I can’t even write right now

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  8. 9/13 6:37pm

    Hi baby.. I’m at gymnastics waiting for becca. My parents are working late. You’re on a plane ! I hate not being able to talk to you and know what’s going on or where you are, it makes me depressed and crazy. But I’m glad you’re on your way back to me. I just wish you were coming straight here and not going to Mississippi !! I miss you so much and I can’t wait to see you. I can’t wait to hug you and kiss you and stare at and touch your face and lick you ! I might stare and touch and lick for awhile bc I won’t believe that you’re really there with me. I love you ! And I really miss you. I can’t tell you enough. We’re so close and I’m gonna freak out !!! Is the world ready for us to reunite and be together ??? The world might blow up with all the awesome and love that will just like ignite in the air ! Hahahaha vvvhat am I even saying ?! :) I love you so much. I can’t wait to take you back to the hotel and just latch on to you like I’ve been super glued !!! I love you ! I love you ! I love you !

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  10. 9/9 9:37pm

    Today didn’t feel so great. That’s because I didn’t get to talk to you ! I miss you so much and we’ve been lucky to talk so often, today was like a shock ! I did NOT like it :( I love you with all of my heart and I’m so thankful that soon you will be home and we won’t have to go a day without talking. Let alone a day apart. Missing you is the worst feeling in the world, and the relief of never having to go through that again will be the best feeling in the world. I love you my Schmatthew. Forever n dever. Always. Unconditionally.

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